Day 37

Day 37 Friday April 15, 2011



   Today was an interesting day...work was awesome and I got on the train early to come to Sacramento and  while in route, someone jumped onto the tracks as we were passing and killed himself... well technically the train did, but on his own accord. Needless to say we were on the tracks for quite a while...but have no fear... I had a bottle of champagne in my bag...so I popped that puppy open and enjoyed the waiting.

  Once FINALLY  arriving to Sac, I was met by a very good friend I was staying with and we went to the grocery store...oh no...don't worry not to get food, but beer and tequila....we were celebrating old times. Now here is where it gets funny and not having sex fits into this because when I meet ridiculously stupid people, I have no desire to have sex because that is why that person is here in the first place....2 people thought it would be a good idea to have sex, and that person was the end product...which rings true that a lot of products should be recalled.

   Anyhow, this girl was in the store and starts talking to us and within 5 seconds I was ready to walk away. This girl was so inappropriate...and coming from me....that's bad. She was asking where we were going and I gave the look of, " I will kill the first person  who states the truth.". This girl was saying things like, "I am so inappropriate.... I don't care... I say Sh*t, c*ck, f*ck, s*ck, B*lls, P*ssy, C*nt...and so on...I don't care what people have to say." ...yah ...well I do. I do care how I am conducting myself in person....well sober at least.

  I looked at my friends and said, "Why is she talking?" I was so mortified. I am all about free speech but come on, this was way over the top and this girl was loud. I feel that's really trashy in my mind. Who really yells that stuff out loud in front of a crowd....so trashy....oh and she said the greatest thing, " I drink Blueberry Vodka, because I do drugs and it help replace the brain cells.... ummm really??? I don't think Vodka does that...but ok... 

  Some of you may know but some may not....At times it is difficult being gay. We really are discriminated against in some ways and have to fight for equality. I sometimes struggle with the fact that I am always for free speech, be who you are, be happy, and be proud of who you are, but sometimes...ok a lot of the times it's our very own people who gives us a bad name and reputation. I mean, some of these gays act so flamboyantly and act so obnoxious and then they wonder why people discriminate against them. Hell, I discriminate against you too. The loudness, the over the top stuff, the bitchy, angry, argumentative, lame behavior is so a cry for attention. I try my best to be a person who isn't seen for their sexuality, but for who I am. I am one of the gays who wants to be the person who makes others realize we are just like anyone else and their doesn't have to be any separation or classification. We are all the same underneath....except gay people are sluttier...WHAT!?!??! I couldn't let a good moment go without a sarcastic twist. 

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 I like this because it shows what happens to a White Blood Cell (WBC) when it is being compromised.