Day 36 Thursday April 14, 2011
So I am now in single digit days.... 9 days left. I am going to Sacramento tomorrow and I am really excited!!! I really miss my friends. I haven't been able to reconnect with them since leaving Sacramento so this weekend is much needed and much deserved. Looking back, Sacramento is really where my adulthood began. That's where I stepped away from everything with not a clue of what would happen to me and began building a whole new me. Career, Sexuality, Personality, and so forth. Sacramento always holds a very special place in my heart and so do a lot of the people who live there. So today I look forward to tomorrow.
Part 2 of today:
I learned tonight I am in the wrong profession. It seems as if my look does not match my job. Why you ask?
Guy in bar...or we'll refer to him as GIB for short: Oh and look at this one (referring to me)... He is so cute and so good looking.... You have a face for gay porn....
*me: blank stare....seriously had clue where to go with that*
GIB: (continues) you do!!! Such a handsome rugged face...perfect gay porn face....
Me: *still blank stare.......I still had no clue where to go with that....*
GIB: You'll probably only make $10 an hour because gay men don't get paid much in porn.
Me: $10!!!! an hour?!??!?!?!? .................. I was only going to ask for $6
So folks, it looks as if I am going to have to change careers... I am not going to lie, I have thought about doing porn ...granted after I gained 10-15 pounds of muscle and look great naked, but that comes with a price. How many porn people do you look at and say, "Oh you're datable!"... seriously....yah none..and rightfully so. I know a few of them and they're aren't the most healthy minded people. I don't knock anyone for doing it. Matter of fact, more power to them. If I did do it, not saying I am, but if I did, I probably wouldn't hang out with any of them because I would probably be annoyed....so working with me would be a joy, I am sure... I'd be nice on set, but would throw up the deuce and leave right after...kind of like a 1 night stand.... a taped 1 night stand...with pay and residuals.
Part 2 of today:
I learned tonight I am in the wrong profession. It seems as if my look does not match my job. Why you ask?
Guy in bar...or we'll refer to him as GIB for short: Oh and look at this one (referring to me)... He is so cute and so good looking.... You have a face for gay porn....
*me: blank stare....seriously had clue where to go with that*
GIB: (continues) you do!!! Such a handsome rugged face...perfect gay porn face....
Me: *still blank stare.......I still had no clue where to go with that....*
GIB: You'll probably only make $10 an hour because gay men don't get paid much in porn.
Me: $10!!!! an hour?!??!?!?!? .................. I was only going to ask for $6
So folks, it looks as if I am going to have to change careers... I am not going to lie, I have thought about doing porn ...granted after I gained 10-15 pounds of muscle and look great naked, but that comes with a price. How many porn people do you look at and say, "Oh you're datable!"... seriously....yah none..and rightfully so. I know a few of them and they're aren't the most healthy minded people. I don't knock anyone for doing it. Matter of fact, more power to them. If I did do it, not saying I am, but if I did, I probably wouldn't hang out with any of them because I would probably be annoyed....so working with me would be a joy, I am sure... I'd be nice on set, but would throw up the deuce and leave right after...kind of like a 1 night stand.... a taped 1 night stand...with pay and residuals.
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