Day 7!

Tuesday March 15, 2011

WOOO HOOOO! I have made it 7 days...well more but I am 7 days in!!! Well not in anything, but into the Challenge!

So today has been a day! I think nature is starting to take over. I had been at "attention" from 7am - 11am... Like a freakn 12yr going thru puberty... I thought I would have to carry a Trapper Keeper Binder in front of my area today! The worst part you ask? Oh that would be the ONE DAY I am wearing fitted pants so you can definitely see what I am packing... Thank you nature for allowing the blood flow to go to the most inopportune place at the most inopportune time...needless to say I have spent most my day sitting down....oh did I mention the 2nd kicker??? I was hosting a possible candidate to hire... Sorry person who shall remain nameless, although it is package, it won't be part of the offer package. So today the shirt was really untucked.

So I am not sure if this is one of the, shall I consider, "side effects" of my journey. I literally felt as if I was back in high school... Maybe it's the 2nd coming of my peak... If I peak during this, I will be PISSED!!! I digress... So I tried to curb today's thoughts, wants, desires by listening to Carrie Underwood...

You know what? Carrie Underwood is a really GREAT singing...no really.... She is!!! Some of her songs were all churched up & stuff & were really well sung. As many of you know, I am a recovering Roman Catholic & I have found solitude in other forms or religion or spiritual paths...but today, I was listening to some of her music & began to think how angry a lot gay people are towards God & religion in general.

Now I feel sad because growing up in a religion where there was so much guilt, anger, violence, sorrow, judgment, and other crap, I am not angry or spiteful. I joke around about saying I am a recovering Catholic, but I am not on any hating band wagon. I think that whatever God is out there is a beautiful one that does not know hate, anger, or judgment. Who are we to say what is and what is not out there? We will never know what is there until we reach that cross road... Like Bone Thugs in Harmony...

So the moral of this story/Blog is... I am tired of having a boner & want it to stop until I am ready for it... Like in 39 Days...